Saturday, December 27, 2008

I've grown a little leaner, grown a little colder, grown a little sadder, grown a little older

Is it just me, or was Christmas just not what is used to be like?

Well, I guess we're just not what we used to be like.

Things are nice. Things are pleasant. But they can't make me happy.

I felt so guilty going to the mall with my sister and her boyfriend the day after Christmas to return/exchange/buy stuff. I was disgusted to see how many other people were as materialistic as we are.

I went to our little Christmas get-together at my aunt's today. It made me realize that family and friends are the ones that create the Christmas spirit, not presents.

For my New Year's resolution, I am going to promise to be a better person. Any positive aspects you can point out are deeply overshadowed by negative ones, and that really makes me feel horrible.

Happy Holidays

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